Showing posts with label Suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Suicide. Show all posts

Monday, January 25, 2016

Now You See Him

Gottlieb, Eli. Now You See Him. New York: HarperCollins. 2008. Print.



First Sentences:
At this late date, would it be fair to say that people, after a fashion, have come to doubt the building blocks of life itself?
That we suspect our food? That we fear our children? And that as a result we live individually today atop pyramids of defensive irony, squinched into the tiny pointed place on the top and looking balefully out at the landscape below?

In such a time of dark views and darker diagnoses, I'll forestall all second-guessing and declare it up front: I loved him.







Description:

In the opening pages of Now You See Him by Eli GottliebRob Castor, a briefly famous author, has killed his writer/girlfriend and then himself. Six months later, these brooding, psychological actions are examined by Rob's best friend, Nick Framingham, who is still deeply enmeshed in the circumstances of these two deaths. 
He was a deep friend ... part of the landscape of ancient memory, and I loved him the way you love an old land formation like a pier or jetty off which you remember jumping repeatedly into the cool, blue, forgiving water.
Written as a stream of consciousness, Now You See Him  follows Nick as he tries to unravel incidents and people that might have led to these deaths. But Nick's overwhelming concern for his childhood friend and murders soon affects his relationships with his own wife and family, friends he shared with Castor, as well as Castor's surviving family. 

Nick gradually recalls past incidents and decides to delve into the lives of those who might help him overcome his bereavement and withdrawal from the current world. They might also help his wife who cannot understand his six-month obsession over a minor writer and distant friend. Nick even tracks down Castor's mother and sister who once lived across the street from his in his childhood, but his interviews with them have unforeseen consequences. Conversations with Nick's parents also reveal dark secrets that complicate Nick's understanding of his own life and his own possible connection to the murder/suicide.

Gottlieb is a masterful writer or prose. His descriptions of Nick, his wife, and Castor drive this story onward, uncovering personal demons and judgments that can only lead to sadness. Some examples of his compelling writing?
  • The city of New York tosses up so much noise and light that it's easy to pretend you're busy and convince everybody else of it as well, even if you're sitting all day in a box of squared failure and staring out a window waiting for the phone to ring.
  • The interior of the house had that creepy feeling you sometimes get when everything is like it once was, but shadowed and webby with age, and you realize you've stepped into the end of someone's story that was once the beginning of yours, and that fact can't help but make you thoughtful, and a little sad as well.
  • Truth, at least marital truth, is curved, not straight. It's more easily reached through sidelong glances than the burning heartfelt stare. It responds to inference better than it does to blunt disclosure, and sometimes is happiest being tastefully burning in the backyard.
  • When we finally fell into each other's arms, there was a touch of relief as well -- relief at the thought that the entire humiliating audition of running to and fro in the world with your heart in a lockbox, praying for a loving soul to find the key, was over.
  • Cruelty is not a religion, even when practiced diligently and with faith.
The story is gripping, the narrator both sensitive and idiotic in his personal choices, and the writing always first-rate. Plot, character, and style: Now You See Him has the big three elements of any great read. 
Maybe the best, most passionate love always breeds its own extinction.

Happy reading. 



Fred

If this book interests you, be sure to check out:

Gottlieb, Eli. Best Boy

An autistic man who has spent four decades in a medical facility for damaged people, decides to leave and return to his boyhood home. (previously reviewed here)

McNeil, Tom. Goodnight, Nebraska
Randall Hunsacker is moved to the tiny town of Goodnight, Nebraska after witnessing the death of his father, nearly dying on the football field, and killing his step-father. A coming-of-age story like no other, full of compassion, anger, and solitude. (previously reviewed here)

Sunday, July 20, 2014

A Long Way Down

Hornby, Nick. A Long Way Down. New York: Riverhead. 2006. Print


First Sentences:
Can I explain why I wanted to jump off the top of a tower block?
Of course I can explain why I wanted to jump off the top of a tower block. I'm not a bloody idiot. I can explain it because it wasn't inexplicable. It was a logical decision, the product of rational thought.







Description:

Sometimes it seems to me a book is developed from one simple, interesting concept. For example, imagine a man wants to kill himself for perfectly good reasons. He decides to make a statement by jumping off a tall building in London that is recognized as a suicide locale. But when he summons up the nerve to act out his plans, he discovers he is not alone on that rooftop. There are two other people already there, all with the same plan to jump. Add in a delivery man who shows up on the roof bearing pizzas and you definitely have a unique combination of personalities and motivations with all sorts of potential. 

I think Nick Hornby thought about this fascinating scenario and decided to explore who these people are and what stories led each one up there, then let it play out to see what occurs next in this wacky situation. The result is his off-beat novel A Long Way Down

Here are the players who find themselves on New Year's Eve desiring to end it all:
  • Martin - a popular early-morning talk-show television host who has just been released from prison after having sex with a 15-year-old girl, an act that effectively ends his career, marriage, and self-respect;
  • Maureen - a meek, elderly woman who 19 years ago had her first sex experience with one man, an act that resulted in a pregnancy and delivery of a severely handicapped son. She has devoted every minute of her life to him (without the man) even though he has never responded to her or has even moved;
  • Jess - a foul-mouthed, abrasive teenage girl who has been dumped by a boy without any explanation and generally seems to have no respect for people and the world;
  • JJ - an American pizza delivery man, ex-rock musician, who also has been dumped, thinks his music career is over, and may have CCR, a rare (i.e., nonexistent) terminal brain disease.
After the initial shock, they agree to a 30-minute break to discuss their personal situations over pizza. It is clear that however quirky these individuals seem, they are reasonable, rational people with serious problems in their lives. They understand each other, offer advice, and soon decide they can delay their suicide plans temporarily, just long enough to help Jess find her boyfriend and get an explanation for his dumping of her. 

Of course the following day the press finds out about this suicide group, made particularly more juicy as it includes a television celebrity and another young girl. Now the gang must decide how to handle their new "fame" as the oddest people in London. They get together for several meetings to discuss their current situation, any developments in their life-ending thoughts, and offer solutions to everyone but themselves. Of course, these sessions usually end with everyone mad at and/or offended by everyone else. Clearly they have nothing in common except their one deep conviction that their lives are hopeless. 

The book is written by all four characters as they share the narration. Each picks up the story from his or her own unique perspective, filling in gaps from their personal histories as well as commenting on all the others in the gang. Seems strange, but you begin to really like these odd characters, rooting for them to continue talking and to overcome their desire to end everything. 

Can a story of four potential suicides be anything but sad? I hope I have not presented this as a depressing book. But it is far from that. It is intense, humorous, and soul-searching, full of illogical reasoning, pontification, yelling, confusion, and self-deprecation for the choices made, the opportunities lost, and the murky futures that cannot be faced.

I was strongly gripped by these ordinary, rather unlikeable people looking into their lives and the stories of the others, trying to make sense of their world or figure out how to exit it with dignity and all the loose ends tied up. These are people you root even though they disappoint you, their fellow group members, and themselves time and again. One wonders how (or more likely if) they can salvage their lives and those of their unique gang whom they unwillingly yet desperately have bonded with. Very highly recommended. 


Happy reading. 



Fred

If this book interests you, be sure to check out:

Hornby, Nick. High Fidelity

Not a book about suicide, but rather a great Hornby novel about music, love, broken romances, a failing record shop, and composing Top 10 lists for every situation, from films to music. Wonderfully funny, sometimes sad, and always addicting to read.

Heinlein, Robert A. The Door Into Summer
Written in 1957, this book follows a brilliant engineer inventor cheated by his partner and fiance out of his designs and company. He decides not to end his life but be put into extended sleep to be reawakened when his enemies are old, wrinkled, and tired so he can gloat as he approaches them as a young man and maybe win some sort of revenge. But things don't always go according to plan when time travel is involved.